funny how a nightmare can be memories of the past, fond memories, then you wake up and its not so fun at all. suffice to say i woke up this morning from such a dream, and still can’t shake it from my head. reminds me of terrible mistakes i made, and doubts as to where i would be if i hadn’t made them. sure, i learned from them, and won’t make similar mistakes again, but argh. my heart hurts.
sorry for being so cryptic, i just needed to vent, and the last thing i should do is talk to the person the dream was about. wouldn’t help at all.